I don't share my feelings with the world and expect everyone to feel sorry for me. I don't vent to just anyone. I absolutely adore Gavin Degraw, James Franco, Kenneth Nixon, Eminem, Ryan Reynolds, Steven Tyler, Gerard Butler, Ronnie Radke and Dane Cook. You're flattering yourself if you assume I have an opinion about you. I have a mom and grandmother that I wouldn't replace for a million dollars. I think with my brain and I'm not willing to dumb myself down just so you'll notice me. I have my days when I'm up and even some when I'm down. I don't always want to talk. I have my own beliefs when it comes to God and whatnot. I won't always be the nicest person. My jokes don't always make people laugh. I'm independent and can take care of myself without your help. And I don't trust much because chances are you'll fuck me over in the end.

Best friends to me are someone you can trust. Someone that won't get mad over stupid shit. Someone who understands you completely. I wouldn't say I need friends, but I make them quite easily. My friends return the same love I give them. I'm one of those true friends, so you'll regret losing me. And if you do lose me, you must've really fucked up. I'm not perfect. I'm kind of a hermit so I'm not an expert at being the best friend ever. I make mistakes, but I always try to make up for them, even though mistakes are merely human. I keep secrets and would never tell a soul. My friends make me smile and that is always enough. Let's just say...I'd take a bullet for every single one of them.

I'm misunderstood; Try to understand me. It takes a lot to make me snap and you probably don't wan't to witness when I do. I'm complex, in my own way. Most people give up on trying to figure out what makes me tick and only few know how to get under my skin; Whether they know they're doing it or not. You'll either love me or hate me. There really is no in between. But most people who decide that they're going to get judgmental and treat me like trash, either take it back or get what they deserve. I love few and hate the rest. I'll love you, But you have to prove to me you won't breach my trust and that's something very easily and commonly done. There are several things constantly said but not meant. When I say shit; I mean it.

Unpredictability is my forte. Bipolar seems to fit the symptoms. Sadly I'm happy at times when anger is needed and confusion is slightly exhausting. No fear is greater than that which places you in a moment of self and empty spaces peering through the depths of eyes which hold tales only known by the mind that created them. Love is a feeling never known by hands who've felt hips of a numerous quantity. Loveless attempts to cure the problem only lasts till It's over. A heart longs to feel the pain if only the pleasure is worth the time it takes to heal. Peal away the layers to reveal a soul that shines in every corner. It all depends on if you can bare what doth lay inside.

It's a matter of utmost importance that you realize nothing I ever explain fully is truly in its purest state of thought. Never whole only half written waiting to continually be revealed in smaller quantities as the days drag on. Behind the flesh a skeleton holds a secret farthest from the heart, dropping slowly with only hope of a slow motion shatter. Sometimes in pause knowing it will continue when your twisted soul wishes to press the resume button. God refused to include a celestial gene nestled with in my Deoxyribonucleic Acid; laughing at the thought of a smile that touches the truest corners of the soul. She sits uncovered in the spaces of her mind, staring forward while it plays back stabbing memories of past mistakes made by loved ones who eyes will never open wide enough to see tears in all the places of a barely beating heart. Her dreams are as horrifying as the monsters under your bed.

Let me guess..Music is your life, Lady Gaga is your Inspiration, Oli Sykes is your idol and Christofer Drew is your future man. You used to like Twilight until all the 'hardcore kids' said it was gay. You claim to be bixsexual, despite the fact you've never had any type of sexual activity nor relationship with the same sex. And you're 'God free' but you still attend church. You try to be as original as you're capable of, but you lack originality tring to be original. You get high 24/7 for some middle school 'nobody loves me' self-pity bullshit and you have an obsession with Monster energy drink. Not to mention you flood all your interent social networking sites with, 'Rawr in dino means, 'I love you!''. No thanks, but I don't want to fucking meet you.

Music; - Aerosmith, All Time Low, A Rocket To The Moon, Asking Alexandria, A Static Lullaby, The Beatles, Bring Me The Horizon, Black Veil Brides, Eminem, Eyes Set To Kill, Elvis, Framing Hanley, Jay-Z, Nirvana, Not Tonight Josephine, Transmit Now, The Veer Union, VersaEmerge, We The Kings, We Came As Romans, etc.

Books; - The Immortal Series, House Of Night Series, Charlie St. Cloud, The Last Song, Dear John, The Hollow, 13 Reasons Why, Living Dead Girl, Deadly Little Secrets, Deadly Little Lies, The Lovely Bones, Fallen, Hush Hush, etc.

Movies; - Tristan & Isolde, Brothers, Law Abiding Citizen, Gamer, Percy Jackson and The Olympians, Harry Potters, Shrek, Just Friends, The Devil Wears Prada, Good Luck Chuck, I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry, etc.